Thursday, July 24, 2008

God hates me.. I dont believe in God..

I am pretty sure God hates me.. Not a single thing has happened in my life for which I can feel proud.. People around me know everything about what they do and I guess I am the only person who is clueless about his life..
Yesterday I screwed up one important work.. I mean here is the truth which I came to know about me lately.. Initially people think that 'Hey this person seems to be sharp minded'.. I too used to think about me the same way a few years ago.. But as time passed I realised that there cant a bigger loser than me in this whole damn world.. There is no small work which I have done perfectly.. My standards arent too higher either.. But still atleast a guy of my age can and shud do simple things which I am not able to..
Well as of now I am working for the most respected company of India.. A gr8 opportunity.. My colleagues know the work and learn them quickly.. My PM thought that I am quite good at my work.. But nopes.. I let thme down also.. I mean it has become like a habit that I screw up everything which comes my way.. Most probably I am going to be fired from my job.. Atleast thats what I would have done..
Yeah.. I dont believe in God.. I guess people are either smart or dumb.. nothing average.. I belong to the second category..
I feel like a loser most of the times.. My friends tell me thats not the case.. But if something happens to u most of the times then it is true..

I dont think I am going to blog for a few days..
Be happy guys..
SMILE..

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Hypocrisy

Ok. Why the f*** are people hypocrites?? Most of the employees in my company are hypocrites.. I dont get it.. I mean if u want to follow rules then do it completely.. First of all people dont follow rules and then when some junior doesnt follow them they tell him to follow it.. What the f***?? I just cant stand these kind of people.. I am not telling that I follow the rules and regulations always but if someone is not then I dont force him to follow 'em..

I have been told to sign some documents after reading some reference docs, but I just dont have the time (infact I dont want to waste time on reading shit) to read 'em.. So i signed 'em without reading 'em.. actually thats what was told to us by our senior, even they gave us a sample copy which we can use to sign the docs.. And after a few days I came to know that my form was rejected.. and some of others forms were not.. I mean how is this possible?? Either reject all of 'em or dont.. Then I came to know that the reviewer was different.. Now this is killer.. People who are asking us to adhere to the rules are themselves not following 'em.. Since some erpson had a fight with his wife last night so he thought to screw his juniors.. He is pissed off and we are supposed to pay the price.. Why?? Why the f*** shud juniors have to pay the price always..

I have heard this about many companies.. I guess every company is like this.. Especially Indian IT service companies.. They show the world that as if they r great companies but in reality they suck to the core..

Screw it.. I am quiting this company soon.. I mean whenever I think Im gonna work seriously from now on, this company shows its true color.. F*** this.. I dint ask for this.. Not from the most respected company of India..

And plz guys, drop in some comments.. I mean Im bored of watching '0 comments' every time I visit my blog..

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Pick up lines

Hi,
Can anyone gimme some cool ideas bout pick up lines which I will try to use (typical SE) on some chicks??

thanks but no thanks,
"Bachna ae Haseeno".

Rock On - lyrics

Chk this lyrics out of the title song of Rock On..

Dil kya kehta hai mera kya main bataun,
Tum ye samjhoge shayad main pagal hoon, (2)

Dil karta hai TV tower pe main chad jaaun,
Chilla chilla ke main ye sabse keh doon.

Rock on, hai ye waqt ka ishara,
Rock on, har lamha pukara,
Rock on, yunhi dekhta hai kya tu,
Rock on, Zindagi milegi na dubara.

Dil karta hai sadkon par zor se gaaun,
sab apne apne ghar ki khidki khole,
fir main aise joshile geet sunaun,
mere geeton ko sunke sab ye bole.

Rock on, hai ye waqt ka ishara,
Rock on, har lamha pukara,
Rock on, yunhi dekhta hai kya tu,
Rock on, Zindagi milegi na dubara.

jaise jeene ko dil chahe jee waise tu,
meri to hai bas ye raay hai ki apne jitne bhi armaan hai pure kar le tu.

Rock on, hai ye waqt ka ishara,
Rock on, har lamha pukara,
Rock on, yunhi dekhta hai kya tu,
Rock on, Zindagi milegi na dubara. (2)


awesome lyrics man.. I love this song.. Guys u have to listen to it..

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Rock On

Have u checked out the songs of this latest flick *ing Farhan Akhtar "Rock On"..
Gr8 music man.. I never expected this kind of music from the mainstream music directors.. The music does justice to "ROCK".. Lyrics is just like what it should have been.. Songs like 'Rock on', 'Zahreele saap', 'laundry bill', and a couple of others which I cant recall makes u feel like when u hear to Kurt Cobain..
Initially i mainly concentrated on the music.. I was satisfied and then the lyrics.. More satisfaction.. Farhan Akhtar has sung real well.. It all makes sense that the lead singer on the screen should only sing the songs too.. Quite obvious I guess..
Cant wait to see the movie.. Hope it "ROCKS"..

When do u know its love??

Before u read further lemme tell u that I have no idea what is love.. Now read on..
Last Sunday I saw this cool movie "Jaane tu ya jaane na".. Story of 2 friends who r with each other for like 5 yrs but dont know that they love each other.. And at the end they realise that they r perfect for each other..
Things that I liked:
- Title of the movie: very much says the theme of the story..
- Songs: Good lyrics and music is just awesome.. singers have done a gr8 job.. refreshing songs..
- story: gr8 story.. youth can recognise themselves with it.. i loved it..
- characters: very nicely written roles.. Hero is just any other guy from college.. Heroine is like the-girl-next-door.. Im in love with Genelia..
- Whole movie: Now what basically i want to say is that I loved the movie..

So the big question is "When do u know its love??"
If u know the answers then leave 'em as comments to this post..

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Let there be rock

I dont think many peole visit my blog.. Rather checking out the number of comments I have got, which by the way is ZERO, I guess only Im the person visits my blog.. Anyways then Thanks to me..
Well i was thinking what is there in rock music that so many of us r crazy bout it.. Well i also hip-hop.. But rock is different.. U feel free when u listen to rock, specially when u r listening to Pink Floyd or Doors or Neil Young.. New bands like Linkin Park, Green day and few others are good but they have changed the meaning of rock.. I mean u dont get to listen to music like that of Jim Morisson anymore.. Jim was more of a poet than rock star..
Anyways please (PLEASE) drop in some comments if u are crazy bout rock music..

Work life.. Welcome to the real world.. It Sucks..

6:15 AM - I wake up..
6:30 AM - I get out of my bed and start getting ready for office..
7:30/7:45 AM - I leave my room to catch the 7:50 bus to my office..
8:15/8:25 AM - I reach office.. Head for food court for breakfast..
8:45/9:00 AM - I complete my breakfast and reach my cubicle..
9:05 AM-12:30 PM - Check mails.. Mostly spams.. I hate when people send spams.. I mean dont they get it that this is a spam.. I only like those "Gud mrng" mails send by someone who really means 'em.. This takes around half an hour.. Then I get back to my work.. Firstly finish some pending work and then start new ones.. Mostly the work is like some functional guy had some problem with the functionality and has asked the developer to fix it.. He is not ready to listen to the developer's reason for doing so and asks him to so some stupid changes.. In the meantime I chat with some of my friends (special ones)..
12:30-2:00 PM - I head for the food court again for lunch.. You get the same kind of food everyday.. Taste wise its not good.. But I gotta manage.. Have some talk with colleagues.. Topic of discussions are the usual ones.. Like Stock market, or onsite opportunities, or some new hot chick, new crushes and more nonsense topics which I cant think of too.. Well I cant blame them coz my company itself says that its sole aim is to thicken its wallets (profits).. They dont work to provide something which is gonna make life easier for others or which is gonna benefit others.. Ultimately thats what they do but the motive is different.. Anyways screw them..
2:00-6:00 PM - More work then agian more work.. You work ur ass off for the whole day and ur PM gives u a WTF-is-this look.. Screw him too..
6:30 PM - I work some more till now and decide fuck-it.. U are done for the day..
7:30 PM - I reach my room.. Exhausted.. Take some rest.. Cook something.. Try to call the one who has stolen my heart.. But she dint pick up (maybe she is busy with something).. Then call up my best friend.. Talk with her for like 2 hrs..
12:00 midnight - Go to sleep..

Next day:
6:15 AM - I wake up..
6:30 AM - I get out of my bed and start getting ready for office..

and so on..

Bottom line - "Total frustration at work" which is relieved when I talk to my friends..

Job life SUCKS BIG FUCKING TIME..