Love

I am sure that this four letter word is the one about which no human being on this planet has even the remotest idea about. Well I asked myself "Do I know what is LOVE?" and some voice inside me told "YES you know, coz you are in LOVE".
I didn't believe myself (most of the times I dont). The story continued. I did a lot of thinking when I was sitting idle in my home. But that was just thinking at the end of which I concluded that Ill not think about it again. So I didn't.
My professional career kicked off to a great start. I joined the most respected company of India (Infy). First day of my work life was great. Felt great. I thought what else can I ask for?? Days passed by and as always happens with me happiness didn't last long.
I had some expectations from my company (which they themselves had bragged about) but was a huge disappointment. I had a notion that real talent will be appreciated here but as is the case with most of the Indian IT service companies, they dint.
But then I told myself that this is what it is so I have got two options either to leave it or come to terms with it. I chose the later one. I wasn't happy but was satisfied to an extent.
2007 was about to end. I decided to do the most toughest and most important work in my life. Oh I am sorry, I forgot to mention about this girl. I will not describe her much (no database in this world has that much space to accommodate her description, technical issues). Well I guess Ill cut down to the chase, She is my life.
But people have boundaries and restrictions. Family restrictions, restrictions due to caste, due to past and many more reasons.(This reminds me of that Airtel ad, "Barriers break when people talk", cool ad) There are a lot of questions which I want to ask this world but where is this world?? People are busy making their livelihood rather than living their life. All of us should once get out of our usual thinking and just try to live this beautiful life.
I know what it feels like to have someone who loves you so much that not even god does who created LOVE. There is someone for whom I felt the same way. You cannot describe this feeling. Its just there. Humans are still at a very early stage to understand this. But our heart has that ability. And this is the time when restrictions made by humans come in their way. I cannot describe in words how much bad and wrong things has happened due to these restrictions and man made rules. I just hope that our mind also become like our heart and that we can understand the language of our heart.
I know people who read this (a hearty thanks to all of you) will say they have read this before and its just the same old tale. But think for five minutes about it alone and you will come to know what I am trying to say.
You will say what was in it about love. There is nothing about love in this world, this world is itself LOVE. We only need to feel it.
Today its all together a different story for me. I am a changed person. I can understand my feelings and emotions. And I can just hope that others also do.